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試管嬰兒日記-植入後第20天 大出血

 2023/9/13


凌晨12點突然大出血,鮮紅色的血不斷狂噴出來,瞬間流出3塊衛生棉的血量外加滴到整個浴室地板都是血。


我一直都是遇到緊急狀況會特別冷靜的人,立刻拿出送子鳥的早孕藥袋(急救包),打黃體油針、吃止血藥。


但過了一小時,血好像還是再流,老公受不了,決定載我去亞東醫院急診。


急診婦產科照了超音波(但醫術有點...照不太清楚),又補打一支止血針(Transamin),折騰完回家已經三點。


隔天早上七點半立馬出門衝去送子鳥回診,李醫師照腹部超音波,很快就看到胚囊(我心OS:還好還在QQ,還好是在子宮裡面不是子宮外孕QQ)


血流好像已經比較止住了,也沒有鮮紅色的血,剩咖啡色。


後來抽血等報告,看診的時候指數都正常,因為有打黃體油針所以黃體素也很高。


醫生說,胚胎有做過PGS檢查所以應該不是基因有問題,可能是胚胎著床到子宮內膜入侵血管導致出血,加上抗血栓藥愛栓通之前打的劑量比較重,凝血慢,所以出血不止。後續先降低愛栓通劑量,觀察一下,下週二再檢查。


亞東醫院的醫生建議這幾天盡量臥床,減少腹部壓力,所以我開始沒事就躺著...



真的嚇死了。難道我還是太逞強了嗎?因為植入後都沒有什麼症狀,肚子也沒有不舒服,所以雖然跟公司申請遠距上班,但還是會做家事、提東西。


出血那天就是一大早騎機車出門,上課到傍晚6點後又再去英文家教到9點多,又騎機車回家。晚餐的藥還忘記吃,直到10點才補吃。回想大出血前一刻,剛好把貓從地上抓起來(7公斤白橘貓!),難道這就是壓垮子宮的最後一根稻草 😨?


忍不住想說,那麼多人懷孕前期根本都不自覺,生活一如往常,我的子宮怎麼特別脆弱?虧我平常身體超健康,也都有規律運動,竟然動一下就這麼嚴重 >"<


老公真的超給力,不論是打黃體油針的時候在旁邊幫忙還是在急診室裡面,一邊忙東忙西還要安慰我。

回家後他也直接承擔起所有家事 XD

買午餐幫我裝到碗裡擺好送到面前,幫我倒水,吃完飯收碗收垃圾。


本來浴室地板的血跡我想說就先放著吧不管了,沒想到老公也默默清理好了。


而且為了讓我可以臥床不要太無聊,他立刻騎機車衝去光華商場買了床上桌,讓我可以半躺著看書、用電腦。


下午遇到公婆也才跟他們說出血急診的事,婆婆很心疼。


婆婆說之後我就盡量休息,三餐看要吃什麼她來煮。我以前都是自己煮,但現在真的不敢再逞強了,就大方地接受好意。


哀,我本來是個如此健壯粗勇的人 😂 一下變成只能躺在床上。懷孕真的是整個人都不一樣了。


希望胚胎能健康地長大,下週二檢查時頭好壯壯!













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